Nothing to report, other than life continues to be nothing short of spectacular. And I'm not really sure how long this "honeymoon" period is supposed to last. Jose and I have been dating for over 5 months now and my feelings for him don't wane...they don't dissipate....I am so content and so relaxed.
"Five months already? Are you ready to tack on more?" he asks me over dinner. I grin, like I do.
"Yes. Of course. And five more after that and after that...I could do this for years!" I laugh. And I know he does to. He smiles back at me and kisses my cheek.
We were drunk a couple of weekends ago with a large group of our friends. The music was loud and I had to shout near Jose's ear so he could hear me. Everyone else was preoccupied with drinks and ordering more shots. My drunk self sprang into action-mode while Jose was already activated in his sexy, flirty mode where he does nothing but kiss me and pet my hair. I looked him straight in the eye (which is very difficult to do while intoxicated) and asked him if he'd ever want to marry me. Specifically me. Me. The drunk girl standing in front of him at the bar. He looks down at me with the biggest smile on his face and nods vigorously. "Yeah?" I ask dreamily. He nods again. "Do you want to have kids with me, too?" and I get the same response. Drunk me is pretty darn happy. At least we're headed in the right direction.
Obviously, I had to ask him sober the next time the subject was broached, which nowadays is not weird. Tons of our friends are getting engaged, married and having kids.
He says yes. He wants to marry me, someday. He also hopes to have babies with me...someday.
And someday is alright with me. SOMEDAY is a great goal. I can live with that. In fact, I love SOMEDAY. Gives me extreme hope. Gives me a great feeling. Let's shoot for someday. Someday :)
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