Tuesday, August 25, 2009

I've come to wish you an unhappy birthday....

It's your 25th birthday today....

I am ready to forget you, Edgar.

We have caused enough silent turmoil....mostly to me and my gnawing conscience. I am ready to finish this lust affair that lives only in my memories.

Did I dream it? Was it a nightmare? Why did it feel so good but then so horrible? WHY WOULD I WANT THAT?

Always the desperate type, I text you:

"Happy Birthday! See, I didn't forget."

I remembered today....but I am ready to forget you...

I have to.

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