Sunday, January 6, 2013

A love like ours could never die as long as I have you near me

The days are flying by and now we're into the new year....he still makes me feel like I've hit the lottery every single time we're together. Even when we're miles apart, I am content to know that I'm a lucky gal. I'm his girl. And he's my guy. It's sickeningly sweet. I love it, I love it.

For my 29th birthday he got me an electric guitar and I nearly fainted. He's very skilled at the guitar and more than once I had said that it was my biggest regret I had never learned to play given my love for rock music. In typical guy fashion, he saw a problem and set out to fix it. I love my guitar (a Squire 6 string) and we've already started lessons haha! My nails will be cut short for a while and I might get callouses, but I'm determined to learn and make one of my dreams come true.

The card that came with the chocolates and white orchids was precious...I love it, spelling/grammar mistakes and all!



(Yeah...one day I'll be comfortable divulging my name on this blog....I think I'm almost there...)

We took our first overnight road-trip last weekend to San Diego and saw my bestie Caroline. It felt good to get out of the city and just chill out in new surroundings. Jose is an excellent co-pilot and helped refresh my memory on directions. He even fed me French fries while I sped down the highway! We never once got on each other's nerves and his sleeping habits are good. He doesn't snore or kick in his sleep! Hallelujah! :D I wish he would have been as talkative with Caroline as he is with my gal pals back home, but I think he got a little shy and overwhelmed once he heard the two of us chatting away. Most guys would get sullen but not Jose...he was polite and listened, though he did admit to me later that he got lost in conversation and may have nodded off during brunch. Oh well! He was a good sport about the whole thing and had many nice things to say about my SD friends :)

This was also our second time having sex and it was a little less clumsy but still very nervous with some frustrating spots. Like all things, I think we both need to relax and get more practice in. I can't help it, he's just so adorable! I wanna jump his bones every time we've got two seconds alone. I've noticed a pattern: I'm always the first to instigate oral sex or push us towards having sex. He's about the most timid guy I've ever been with. When I'm about ready to start unzipping his jeans, he's just content to kiss the swell of my breast or make out. Last night, I was eager to throw him on my bed after our guitar lesson, but he kept refusing with that bashful look on his face. I'd start kissing him passionately and he'd break away just to tell me he loved me. My heart melts and I get lost in his big dark eyes. "Come on...gimme a hug!" he says and I crumple in his arms. I keep telling myself to calm down and go slow, but old habits die hard. I have the hormones of a 14 year old boy. I WANT TO FUCK HIM ALL THE TIME! Ughhh....that's not a romantic comedy, that's porn, right? Yeesh.

Jose (nearly) mastered John Lennon's "Jealous Guy." He let me finally record it on New Year's Eve. It was his idea to post it on YouTube:

http://youtu.be/6_ctRAL9MHE

(That's me saying "yay!" at the very end, in case you couldn't guess)

He turned in his application to work at West Tower Communications, a company that specializes in installing cell phone towers. His best friend Jonny works there and he's going to help him get the job. The new job pays very well and there's room to move up. I'm so excited for him and wish him the best of luck. I helped him fill out the app and I learned a lot about Jose's past work history. Very interesting. The more I learn about this boy, the more I love him. Life is so awesome right now. It just continues to make me smile!!

* I love that his Instagram account is nothing but pictures of classic cars or modified Hondas
* I love that he has an accent when he speaks English and an accent when he speaks Spanish
* I love that he plays the guitar effortlessly and is so modest about his abilities
* I love that he mispronounces "pizza" as "pik-za" like a true Spanglish-speaking pocho
* I love that he makes me laugh via text every single day
* I love that he adores his mom so much and that he's won over MY mom :)
* I love that his Corvette is the same color as duct tape
* I love that when he gets drunk, he can't stop saying I'm pretty
* I love that stopped smoking the day we met
* I love that he can't dance
* I love that he kinda has a lisp when he talks, almost unnoticeable but I can tell
* I love that he's not afraid to talk about the future
* I love that he always finds a way to hold my hand, no matter where we are
* I love that he gives me butterflies. I see his name come up on my caller ID and I instantly grin
* I love him and I could go on....but it's time for bed.

2013 is going to be amazing!!!!!!

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