Facebook status updates surrounding our mutual interests are like catnip to Edgar....
My status last night: I'll be at the Bad Religion concert tonight. My mission: don't die.
Edgar comments away: you will be fine. damn i should be at that show. i haven't seen BR in years. have fun
Seeing that this morning elevated my spirits...my eyes stung from lack of sleep, I was dead tired and deaf out my left ear from standing in front of speaker all night...but this made me happy. I bended the rules and gave in to my lack of will power and shot him a wall post:
So I made it out alive...BR was amazing...as usual. You should've gone! Bad Religion & the Vandals on Easter Sunday...I'm going. Get your tickets and go, boy!
(sigh) What a way to end my Lenten abstinence, huh? Could you imagine if his stupid ass shows up to the concert and I'm there with Dan's arms wrapped around my waist...
Bad Religion was electrifying...I know the lead singer Greg Graffin looked right at me during the show...I have a little crush on him so that was nice.
I wish things were different. I wish people were different. I wish that I could just be normal and not keep this debilitating secret...this is my own personal hell, flirting with this boy on FB...wanting to be so close to him but not getting anywhere..knowing there's nothing there for us...knowing there is no "us."
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