It's official: I'm giving sex up for Lent. I'm also giving up alcohol and marijuana (in fact any illegal drug) because I make bad decisions when I take them separately or in conjunction. Not being sober also leads me to have regrettable sex. I feel getting rid of these two HUGE vices will close the loop and I'll be able to come through smarter, wiser, focused and clear-headed. My willpower needs to be tested. A little penance and reflection in this very solemn time is much needed. Wish me luck.
It should be easy to stay away from temptation with Dan because we rarely get a chance to be alone and he's always so busy placating his parents on the weekends. We're not hanging out tomorrow because he has to have dinner with his family. I hope this time apart will help me reorganize my thoughts about him. It feels like an ocean of emotions and decisions. (sigh)
Staying away from Ryan might be easier said than done, especially when we have conversations like this:
Me: Question: I've been peppering my online dating profile with random references and phrases. Would you say I have a velvety throat?
Ryan: Yes. Satin.
Me: Perfect.
I have GOT to stop being such a flirt. I'm not even being flirtatious...just fucking obscene :)
Forty days and forty nights, eh? If Jesus can resist the devil, I can resist two immature Mexicans who are both pushing 30.
No Getting Laid Lent: 3 days down, 37 to go.
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