Still soul searching. I broke the news to Dan--
Me: in other news, i've taken a vow of celibacy during lent. i am the Morrissey of boyle heights
dan: interesting. so i take it we wont be getting into any shenanigans then.
Me: also no alcohol and drugs, so as to not slip up
Dan: well that's helpful
Me: i think it will be easy to avoid temptation. you and i have nowhere to call our own anymore. our parents are always home. or we're busy. it'll be Easter before you know it!
Dan: indeed. i'm sure it will.
Me: besides, i thought it would be good to stave off on the sex between you and i. i dropped the bomb on some pretty heavy feelings the other day. i dont want to just start adding sex and complicate matters, muddy the water or mess it up
Dan: well thats one school of thought i guess.
He's not being totally, 100% supportive about this....but it really doesn't matter. The understanding and strength need to come from within me. I CAN DO THIS!
Oh and hey, it's the 29th of February. See you in another 4 years, day that doesn't technically exist. Maybe in another 4 years, things will be better. Wouldn't it be wild if I was married with children? One can only hope. Maybe then, this will all seems so silly.
No Getting Laid Lent: 8 days down, 32 to go.
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