Now my heart is full...

Big news. Huge news...I don't even know how to start, so I'm going to let Alfonso, my perfect Boston boy explain:

okay, so i logged in after my fb abstinence/boycott to give a few updates, even though i still believe that this machine is a tool for massive self-surveillance. . .

first off, i just got my passport for the first time! -> after a 10+ yr hiatus, i'm going to visit family in Jalisco, Mexico next week! -> i'll be in LA from the 19th thru the 21st next week! -> i've been working 56+ hr weeks at the Arbour to save up money to get a car! (contemplating an impreza wagon) -> for when i move back to LA at the end of April!

oh, and i'm also thinking of getting a watch... maybe.

so yeah.
-fonz.

I...I...I don't even...I'm speechless, my mind is blank, my heart is scared of even getting excited and there's about a dozen different thoughts, emotions and concerns all crashing inside of my soul.

OH MY GOD. OH MY GOD. OH MY GOD.

*ahem* He will be mine. Oh yes, he will be mine.

Excuse me while I step away from the computer and make sense of this. How am I going to pull this off? Is he still dating that one girl? Will it be weird if approach him again? Fuck!!!

I've only fantasized of this scenario and now it's coming true. I don't know if I'm happy or just delusional...but I want him. I want him bad. Get ready, heart of mine. We ride again!

No Getting Laid Lent: 16 days down, 24 to go.